//iPhone outfit pictures from monday
Last night I got the pleasure of having Freja sleeping over. It was wonderful to catch up, listen to music in the light of my cosy candles. Finland has turned into Antarctica and is providing us with temperatures below zero and snow. My favorite season....
But for reals, I wanted to tell y'all something. It's been a while since this happened and I thought I should make it clear for everyone what actually happened and what's going on in my life. So me and my boyfriend broke up a month ago. He's getting a scholarship to St. Olaf University and knowing that, we decided that it was the best for us both to end it. It was a good break up and no hard feelings or what so ever. We're still friends and keep in touch every now and then.
How did I react to this or how am I feeling about this now? First off I want to say that I'm incredibly proud of him and I'm happy he signed the contract. He really deserves it, after all the hours he's put into hockey. It didn't come as a shock and I had prepared myself for it eventually happening. Of course I wish that his contract would have been to a team in Finland, but I'm just happy that he gets to do what he wants and has dreamt of his entire life. I could not live with myself if he had chosen me over hockey. When we broke up I did not get sad or disappointed, I just got proud and happy for him. Yes, I knew it meant that I would lose someone I loved and cared for more than anything, but I could not do anything else than be happy for him.
A month later it feels good to be single and not having to worry about someone else. Distance relationships may work, but when you're in love, the distance feels so much bigger than it is. And when you're young, you're supposed to be living and having the time of your life, and long distance is not what you want to get yourself into or worry about. So yes I'm actually really happy with my life as it is. I had totally forgot all the other beautiful people I had in my life, and all the things I could do. So that's what has been going on in my life lately. I just thought to clear the air from all the rumors and stuff.
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